Why do tears come at Night

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Why do tears come at night,
Why do I feel nothing is alright.
There is no peace in my soul,
Why am I still in search of a goal.

Years have gone, I have been like this.
I am scared to the core, of being like this.
There is pain in me day and night.
Sometimes I feel, I am in a losing fight

I feel so lonely when everyone is there.
Friends and family but no one to care.
Why is it that I feel like this.
Always in search of a lost bliss.

Why do I feel like bird with no feathers.
Aims so high but for the feathers.
Happy of almost having everything.
Why do I feel I have nothing.

I feel so thirsty, My throat is dry,
Why doesn’t anyone hear my cry.
I am lost in myself, can someone help me out
The pain is severe but I can’t shout

The days are short, nights getting longer.
Things for me are getting darker and darker.
With falloff darkness fear creeps in,
Fear of committing yet another sin.

With pain I rest deep wound in my heart,
Pain which I feel will never depart.
Rest that I will never be able to feel
Wound so deep that will never heal.


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