What A Fool Have I Been

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Do you remember the times, we spent kissing,
You, me and the cool breeze hissing.
Days when your smile used to light me,
Times when I thought you were made for me.

Lonely days and lonely nights,
How I miss those silly fights.
Those times we spent together,
Times I wish would last forever.

Sometimes I feel, I have lost that fire.
Without you, I have no other desire.
How I wish, I could come out of this.
Console myself, that it was just another kiss.

Words you spoke words you didn’t.
Things you did things you didn’t .
Words and things, I miss so much,
Wish you could know, how much.

A thousand times, we tread that street.
Times when everything tasted so sweet.
Times when aimlessly, we used to walk,
Hand in hand, with endless things to talk.

Yesterday when I tread the same street,
Lonely and lost, with no goals to meet.
All I could feel was a pain in my spine,
I couldn’t believe, you were no more mine.

Promises that were broken, dreams that lay shattered.
Wishes that were forgotten, have left my heart tattered.
Tears in my eyes, there is pain in my heart,
I can never make it, with you and me apart.

Time has changed, so have you.
How I wish, I could do the same too.
But I know, I will have to move on.
Understand and accept, that you are gone.

How wrong was I, to think you were mine.
To believe we would last, till the end of time.
What a fool have I been,
To wish, you to be my queen.


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Why do tears come at Night

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Why do tears come at night,
Why do I feel nothing is alright.
There is no peace in my soul,
Why am I still in search of a goal.

Years have gone, I have been like this.
I am scared to the core, of being like this.
There is pain in me day and night.
Sometimes I feel, I am in a losing fight

I feel so lonely when everyone is there.
Friends and family but no one to care.
Why is it that I feel like this.
Always in search of a lost bliss.

Why do I feel like bird with no feathers.
Aims so high but for the feathers.
Happy of almost having everything.
Why do I feel I have nothing.

I feel so thirsty, My throat is dry,
Why doesn’t anyone hear my cry.
I am lost in myself, can someone help me out
The pain is severe but I can’t shout

The days are short, nights getting longer.
Things for me are getting darker and darker.
With falloff darkness fear creeps in,
Fear of committing yet another sin.

With pain I rest deep wound in my heart,
Pain which I feel will never depart.
Rest that I will never be able to feel
Wound so deep that will never heal.


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